point and speak.

new journal...

2005-02-14T17:42:42Z

my new livejournal is....

ilove_pixiestix

check it out!

ilovejohn////////peace

nauvoo, illinois... I LOVE PIXIE STIX!!!

2005-02-11T17:51:10Z

i forgot to tell bout my trip...

we had a 16 hour bus ride to mid-illinois and that was pure hell. then we got there sat. and it wasnt as cold as we thought ti would be.. we thought it was goin to be snowin the whole time we were there... but we went on a lil wagon ride and that night we went to the temple there.. it was SO beautiful!

sunday: we had a lil church meeting and we went ot the jail where our first prophet was killed. it was very spiritual and sacred. it was pertty awesome. then we went to a fireside ( a thing wehere a person talks for an hour) BORING!! then we find out our bus is broken and we might not get home... i had cried so flippin hard saturday night because i get very very homesick real easy... so this did not make me happy... so me, loryn, and kelli all got high on pixie stix!!!! haha!! it was awesomw.....we were up til 4 in the am.. and we were prank callin people.. it was awesome... i laughed pretty hard that night...

monday... our day of departure... we walked down the Trail of Hope, which was the lil trail the pioneers walked on when they were forced to move west ( most of the pioneers were MOrmon) so yea.. then we went ot a lil play htat night... it was so cute!! it was all these old people that sang and danced and they were so cute.. then all of a sudden, me and meagan were watchin the play, and loryn taps me on my back & says.. LOOK OUTSIDE LOOK OUTSIDE!!! IT WAS EFFING SNOWING LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!! it was SO flippin beautiful!!! so we got all antzy and wanted to get out... but we waited til the play was over, then we were outta there!! we were havin snowball fights and makin snow angels and all kinda stuff!!! it was SOOOO COOOL!!! and really cold!! me and loryn didnt have gloves, so our hands got freezer burn and they started burnin when we got on the bus..

so the last 15 minutes of our trip was the best part... everybodys highlight... it wsa so cool...

well, imma go get ready for lunch... love yall!!

-the snow bunny-
-ericaaaaa-

TRUST ME

2005-02-10T17:28:17Z

sup yall.

me and john got ina big fight the other night but we're all good... last night made up for everything...lol... i love that kid... he bought me a ring (with NO MEANING) for valentines day adn i didnt get to see it but he tried it on my finger last night to make sure it fit, and it fits PERFECTLY! yeah buddy... my moms all freaked out about it.. i was like, mom, it doesnt mean anything! its just a ring, i like rings and i wanted one, so, i got one! lol i have no clue what it looks like, but all he can say is its not what im expecting...so, idk if thats a good thing or a bad thing... imma just hafta wait til monday!!

well, i hafta work everyday til sunday... so yall come get some ice cream on these days at these times:
thurs: 6-9 fri: 7-10 sat: 2-6 sun: 2-6

kay thanx... i cant wait til friday!! i get to work with ashley and my boy kyle!! whut!! we gunna pimp out that big cold stone.. BIG BABY! lol

imma miss the OC tonite.. im so sad, but im sure emily will prolly tape it... i just know they keep sayin "whatever you do, dont miss the last five minutes!" and imma miss all of it!!!! poo... oh well.. i'll watch it some time..

well, imma go listen to some chemical romance.. yesss i love these guys...

peace out
-the future Mrs. Perdue-
-eric-uh-

where have all the riots gone?

2005-02-03T17:49:11Z

i leave for illinois tomorro... for 5 flippin days...

blah... i really dont wanna go anymore... i thought my feelings about it would change, but i really do not want to go there. im prolly gonna end up throwing up on the bus.. ive been feeling sick all week... idk how imma stand that cold... 9*, htats ridiculous.. is it not?

well... i am not comin to school tomorrow if im being forced to go to htis thing... eff that...

well.. now that ive bitched a lil bit.. i feel better.. lol

im gonna go... later yall.

-erica

i got soul but im not a soldier

2005-02-02T17:38:59Z

sup yo?

allisons brother left for iraq last night... its kinda sad... hopefully he will be safe and i know we will be prayin for him everynight... God Bless em..

well.. we watched Napoleon Dynamite in 4th hour today! woot!! quite exciting i have to say... yeah.. there was a first timer to see it in there so she sat by me and let her in on some special napoleon details... lol... it was great..

i am so flippin tired. imma go play some solitare to try and wake me up cuz i got math and science left today... blah!

okay.. peace out chyall..

-i look at you and smile
-erixa

sky scrapers, star gazers in my head...

2005-02-01T17:46:16Z

whats crackin? im super happy right now... even though im in the worst class ever...

amy burned the new green day cd for me and im so excited!!! i love their new stuff... theyre old stuff is awesome too, dont get me wrong.. im just super excited bout hearing the whole cd.. that amy.. shes a p.i.m.p.!!! i love that girl!! lol

yeah.. crap happened at work.. monica put me on the schedual for this weekend when imma be in illinois til tuesday with my church so she got all pissed off... i told her bout a month ago that i was goin, so she can kiss mah bootay humbruh..lol... yeah, other than her, i love cold stone... its flippin awesome working there... all htem crazy people i work with are so cool man! and we all love NAPOLEON!!! woo!!

yeah.. this weekend im going to Nauvoo, Illinois... im leavin friday evening on a bus for 16 flippin hours to mid-illinois.. im comin back some time tuesday... imma miss john sooo much... this will be the longest weve ever gone without seeing eachother since we started dating again... and its also the longest ive ever been away from home without one of my parents.. im kinda freaked out bout htat too... i get VERY homesick very easily... imma prolly end up cryin every night... boo hoo.. =(

then imma miss mardi gras, the super bowl.. imma freeze my ass off... GOSH I SERIOUSLY HOPE THIS DOESNT SUCK AS BAD AS I HTINK IT WILL!!!!

well.. yeah.. im super bored in this freakin class... its so AHH!! lol... yeah its that bad...

okay well imma scidaddle... peace outt

-the one who will die for you
-erica

saturday mornin... whose gonna play with me?

2005-01-27T17:20:43Z

sup shyall?

im so excited!! tomorrow we leave for thespian conference! woot! its gonna be alotta fun. even though imma miss my baby... but he'll get to work on his car.. lol...

its gonna be me, allison, laura, and hopefully sarah in our hotel room. sarahs been really sick & i hope she comes cuz that girl is funny as shit! lol... shes flippin awesome humbruh...

today is jamies last day at school.. shes movin to michigan... its sad.. really sad for her... and now we'll never win our powderpuff game next year!! lol i'll miss her tho... she was super cool.

the o.c. is comin on tonight.. yay! and johns comin over to watch it with me before i leave in the mornin.. so yeah...

i went to johns house last night and we ate popcorn shrimp, mac n cheese, and puddin! that shiz was good... lol... and we watched american idol.. listened to jordan ( johns best friend).. hes havin major promblems with his girlfriend... and all john can say ot me is " im glad we dont fight like them.." i think its sweet and, thank God, really true. we just get along and i htink its wonderful.. =)

i took a picture of us last night and i showed everybody today and theyre all like.. aww yall are so cute! well duh!! lol j/k.. its sweet.. im super happy and so is john... its FLIPPIN SWEET!.

oh yeah.. imma bring NAPOLEON!!! on the bus tomorrow... yessss .. im excited humbruh! fa sho!

okay.. i htink ive said enough... im peacin out..

PEACE
erica

this is your last chance to find a gogo dance to disco now

2005-01-25T17:50:24Z

sup chyall..

im so excited bout this weekend!!! conference fa sho! its gunna be so much fun! me and allison gonna be pimpin ya mean! yess..

imma miss john though.. but hes gonna get to work on his car a lot so i know hes excited about that. lol.

well theres notmuch else goin on... cept im hungry as heck...

im out yall...

PEACE-----erica

numero dos

2005-01-21T17:59:20Z

hey yall... i aint got much time i just wanna express my deep love for my baby...

i love you john! im quite excited weve made ti through month 2! lol. i love you baby

so yeah. peace yall. much love nukkas

-errrca

im dreamin bout those dreamy eyes

2005-01-07T17:57:47Z

well.. last night was an experience...

you know how i said that i woke up and hated everything except being with john? well... last night, he came over, and we were just kinda sittin ther and all of a sudden i started crying... and i wasnt sure and im still not completely sure why, but i told him it ws because i love him so much and im so happy in my life right now; ive never been this happy, but(i didnt tell him this part...)

but ive never been so alone. i feel as if i have lost all my friends... even though i know htats not true because im with my friends all the time but i feel like they are always talking about me behind my back or something, even thuogh i know down deep they would never do that... i hope they dont d othat...

but i told john about how i felt when i woke up yesturday and he told me everything is gonna be alright... and i htink hes right... everything will be alright... ive just got ot get everything straight in my life hten everything will be pure bliss... but until hten, ive got some issues to sort out...

i mean, yesturday, i just went off on allison for no real reason... she was jokin but in a sarcastic way which is how I joke with everybody but i took it personal for some reason and, allison, i want you to know im sorry.... and were cool now... our little bickers fade fast but i still kinda felt bad... and i htink some of it may be because some certain time of the month is comin soon.... so yeahh...

well, the bells boutta ring soon, so i'll talk to yall later. have a great weekend. PEACE.

-wow-
-erica-

open up my eager eyes...

2005-01-06T17:55:42Z

hellow.

i love the killers. holy crap. that is the best flippin cd ever humbruh! yess...

i think everybody and their mom have now seen napolein dynamite thanks to me and allison. lol. almost everybody i see has come up to me and been like " hey erica! guess what i saw!?" so yeah. and i found out jon heder, who plays napoleon, is MORMON! woot. my friend met him one time, like a long time ago. i thought htat was awesome.

i woke up this morning, hating everything about life except being with john. like, i just wanted to either die or see john. idk if thats weird or normal... but thinking about coming to school makes me want to throw up so i dont have to come... i seriously despise school. oh well. guess im screwed in it for at least 5 1/2 more years. but dang.. compared to what it used to be.. thats not that bad.. .lol.

me and lori and me and megan and me and allison have gotten really close lately. like, me and allison grew apart... but with megan and lori we drifted apart. and im so glad to be close with htem again. dats my hoochies!! lol

well.. the bells about to ring, so i outa get.. PEACE OUT.

i love john

-erica

the smell of paint will never smell the same again...

2004-12-30T18:43:01Z

sup homepeeps...

christmas was awesome.. i got my stereo for my car and a digital camera and john came with me for christmas on my dads side of the family... it was scary... but it went good. thank God..

tomorrow is dustys funeral... im a little nervous cuz ive never been to a funeral before and its sad that my first one has to be one of my friends... its just unreal...

well... me and emily had some hard spots lately but weve been talkin a little so its gettin better... thank goodness.. idk what i would do without her.

me and megan have been doin stuff too. its really cool havin friends with boyfriends... like allison and nathan.. me and john can go do stuff with htem and we went and did somehtin the other night with megan and matt and that was really cool.

last night i went to johns and it was fun.....

alrighty well.. im boutsta bounce back. so peace.

-errrrrrrica-

can we say... one month?

2004-12-21T16:54:24Z

well howdy. today is me and johns one month. =) woot. and tonight him and allison and nathan are comin over and were watchin NAPOLEON DYNAMITE!!!!!!!!

yes, the best day of all history of days has arrived and it is the day that NAPOLEON DYNAMITE has come out on video!!! i am quite excited, myself. i cannot wait to watch it again. yesss....

so yeah, me and emily are now on hte cool side of the pillow now. shes got caleb and ive got john, so we get our times straight, so when shes with caleb, im with john... even though i never see john and she always sees caleb... o well... its cool.

me and megan been hangin out a bit. that makes me quite excited. i love that guh. shes me homie and a half. i dyed her hair the other night and it looks friggin awesome. pimp! pimp! yes ma'am. i hope we spend some time together during the break.

speaking of christmas break and being out of school for a week and a half... hte bell is gunna ring in TEN MINUTES!! and we'll be outta here til 2005!!! yeah biotch!!!

okey.. so..yeah. peace out... merry christmas and happy new year!

happy chrismahanakwanzica to you...

happy festivus

merry chrismakah

have a great one...

love-- erica

california... here i come

2004-12-16T17:55:14Z

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

theres someone i miss in cali. wish he were here.

can i get an AMEN!

2004-12-15T16:34:56Z

hey yall. tomorrow is the last full day of school until 2005!! lol. im quite excited.

well, me and john are back together and im very happy. next week, me, john, allison, and nathan are goin to new orleans! im SO excited! its gunna be fun times a milliongillion. i cant wait. we're gunna go around jackson square, the riverwalk, through this hotel that decorates like snow everywhere, hten we're goin to city park!! thats the best place ever dude!! they decorate all pretty for christmas and theres an amusement park and stuff with a ladybug rollercoaster!!! its my favorite.

read between the lines
whats fucked up
and everythings all right

i tried to listen to 'nutshell' in typing today, but it was too big, so hte computer was too slow. i really wanted to listen to it cuz allison keeps talkin bout it and we listened to it last wed. night at dustys and i really miss him.

last night was awesome. me, allie, emily, cristina, and andi all went to CC's to "study" and we ended up talkin bout Dusty the ENTIRE time. it was so great. we were smilin. and umm... we played this game (its kinda like mash) & in conclusion i ended up with dustys dick in my butthole for 2 hours. it was funny. i was excited.

"i like dick in the butt, im sorry" best ever.

well bells comin. love yall.

-BUTTONS!!!!!!!- I LOVE MY NAPOLEON SHIRT!! ITS THE BEST EVER!! THANKS EM & AL!

w.t.f.

2004-12-13T17:38:57Z

hey. its been quite a while. but i figured i need to let my feelings out about what has happened.

Dusty was one of hte greatest effing guys, people, i have ever met. the one thing i remember about him was the way he would beatbox & gigilate on people. lol. and that funny litte voice he did.. when he said "yeah!" and the way he cared for everyone. his passion for hte guitar and his love for his friends. we wont be the same without him. but we can always remember his smile.

We love you, Dusty. R.I.P. <3

i would tell yall about me right now, but i doesnt feel right. God bless Dusty.

femalepyro @ 2004-10-29T11:46:00

2004-10-29T16:58:52Z

hey yall. im at school.. blah.. and the bell is gonna ring very soon. i just wanna update and say im not dead. lol

umm. homecoming was ALOTTA fun.. i saw barrett not too long ago & im hopin we'll be friends again... school sucks & after today we get a 5 day weekend!! what! okay!!

idk who imma ask to sadies yet.. i know who i wanna ask but that may be out of the question...depending..

well.. imma go.. yall wish me luck on pimp my ride!! i entered the contest at On-Site Audio & im one of the 7 finalists out of 100 somethin.. so yeah.. hte pimpmolibe will be officially PIMPED!! yess..

peace out yall..

-eeeeeee

femalepyro @ 2004-10-14T11:50:00

2004-10-14T17:01:37Z

hey yall. im at school. the bells bout to ring

not much has happened.. um.. yeah, my homecoming date is hot.. he goes to tara.. uh. I GOTMY BRACES OFF!!! yeah.. its sooo effin awesome!! & i got a mystic tan, & my hair rehighlited & cut.. co i got all pretty for hoimecoming. today i get my retainers.. oh what fun..

yeah.. imma bounce... I LOVE EMILY MOORE!!! YESSSSS

he! ight. peace out homies.

BIG E

bill gluckman is down with tha bitches & hoes

2004-09-25T18:13:03Z

whats up pimps and pimpettes?

im big chillin at my dads shop.. bein bored out of my mind

im boutt go put in an application at winn dixie & ill be workin wit megztan. whoot!

yeah.. past coupleof weeks been such big pimp! cept john pissin me off... tellin me bout him makin out with some girl in a hot tub... but its all cleared up now & we all good.....

anywho.. i still have no date to homecoming.. but GREAT news!!

next wednesday im goin to the dentist & their gonna tell me if my teeth are good enough to get my braces off..& if they are.. im gettin em off october 14th!!! 2 DAYS BEFORE HOMECOMING.. which is too late to find a date... but maybe...

oh, listen to this! me & emily have been planning to ask this guy nathan to homecoming..& it was gunna be the 3 of us on a date (yes, we're losers, get over it..lol) but anywway.. the day we were gonna ask him.. in the class we were gonna sk him.. this other girl that heard us talkin about it went & asked him!! we were like what is she doin?! which, its all good cuz thats my girl & she told him she might not be able to go anyways.. but thats not tht worse part...

last night at the football game we asked him bout it & he told us shemight not be able to go so he was gonna ask this cheerleader that wanted to go with him.. & at first it didnt click.. then jarred told us it was katelyn!! we were like hold up, wait a minute! she has said hi to him once & hes gonna ask her to spend a whole evening with him?! what the eff? oh ewll.. thatll be his mistake.. then we told him bout both of us goin with him & he waslike ha..ha... like woah, what a concept.. lol..it was kinda funny..

but i gota go get into somne other ppls shizzle.. lata yall...

peace out----- errrrca

aint nothin like it no where

2004-09-23T22:00:58Z

hey yall

hows it hangin? im doin good
since the last time i updated i have lost a date for homecoming, gained a date, then loose one again.so now im dateless.. again.

oh well. on a much better note.. i went to the ortho-dentist & im goin back next wednesday & they let me know if i can get my braces off & if i can, im goin oct 14.. 2 days before homecoming.. to get them off!!! im so happy. =)

kay well. spock. is. hot.

murphys first name is james!! hey.. i could see myself with a james... haha

iight.. im goin home to get my guitar & pick up brandt. peace out yall.

-jn hgdjhmk fyjkhcsax

oh lawrd

2004-09-13T16:52:00Z

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arg! im a pirate!

2004-09-13T16:49:11Z

i have a band- aid.

and a pimple.

and a homecoming date... maybe sorta kinda..

cheese!!

i hate school. bleh.

im stayin after for the singing auditions for 'the gift'.

wish me luck.

im out. PAECE!

I HATE COPS!!!

2004-09-01T21:58:13Z

well.. if you havent already heard.. ive had some trouble with the cizops..

okay.. saturday night i went to the car show & i was havin a great time. scott & kyle were there & ken who i havent seen since shenendoah fair & john & josh & derrick & it was so much fun... then this cop pulls up..& this guy morgan has his stereo up a lil loud so the cop asks him to turn it down & then asks if there was a fight & we were like, oh no, theres never fights.. cuz theres not... then.. this dumbass nigger cop pulls up & says
"i dont see any buisnesses open here. good night! get off my parking lot! if i see anyone standing ill cxharge you!"
so everybody gets in their cars & im waiting to leave & the stupid cop comes up & slams on my car as hard as he can & asks me
"are you refusing to leave the premisis?" & i was like no.
& he says well start your car & prepare to leave.
so i was thinkin.. i think my car is started.. maybe not.. so i go to start it again & the starter makes this crazy freakin noise. & so i opened my door & screamed at the cop. "MY CAR IS STARTED SIR!!" & he didnt hear me even though i wish he did...

so then as i was leaving.. i pealed out & we all went down the road to big lots.. well.. as we get out our cars were all pissed & then ken comes & looks at my car & tells me theres a dent in it..

i was like, no way.. & sure enough, theres a furkin dent in my car & so now were tryin to get money from the police dept to pay for it... but theyre bein aholes & tryin to turn it around on me...

well them sons of bitches is gonna pay..

gawed i hate cops....

wazzap??

2004-08-28T15:48:13Z

hey yall. what is up.

last night me n allie were goin to the mall to see the wonderful david & i was violated. i was lookin at this guys rims & he stuck his touge out at me in an obscene matter. i was freaking the eff out. & now i will be demented for the rest of my natural born life. ah.

the me n allie wetn to my friends wedding reception at church. she looked so pretty. & we saw jared & jesse easly.. hott.thent we left..

then we went & saw the exorcist last night. it was DISGUSTING. ugh. it was so nasty. but some of it was quite funny, i have to say. allison was screamin the whole time. lol. & john couldnt feel his fingers. that was great.

anywho.. today i went to the "auditions" for the christmas play we're possed to be doin for school.. yet we didnt do anything but listen to the guy talk about the play. but me n megz is gonna rock that beast out. fer shizzle.

well yeah, me n megan have started hangin out again at school.. which is cool. me, emily n cristina sit with her n claire at lunch, its fun. n i eat my SNACK PACK! yay.

tonight im goin to he car show & hopefully john will bring me cuz i dont wanna drive. ni get to see dustin! hopefully... if hes there.. he wasnt there last saturday... man, i hope he is.

but yeah im at my dads shop on his computer since i dont have one of my own anywhere... & im boutta go find somethin to eat. peace out yall.

-cheese

woah!

2004-08-21T19:48:15Z

whats happens when you cross UPS and fed ex? fed up.

what is up all. i went to a show last night with dear allison, lindsey, ben, steph, & amy. although the ride there wasnt soo great & wonderful for me & allie..ben & lindsey sure had a great time...lol...i saw like everybody & their mom there. i saw harrison, chris bowers, david, & mj showed up... it was kool. stephanie got pushed on the ground by a hardcore dancer & lindsey got kicked in the arm. i thought those people were fuckin funny to tell you the truth. i was laughin my ass off.

thursday night i met up with a "study group" that didnt really study... while kaleigh, katelyn & cristina were watchin tim mcgraw... me, emily, ashley, andi & ryan were "studying" for our chem test. it was fun though.

today i gotta go to the mall to get allies birthday present & pay my cell phone bill... & im goiun to the car show tonight... but i gotta go... peace out brothas.

-the good-
-the bad-
-the erica-